I should be fine. I have a great husband, two great kids, a great home in a great place to live, lots of nice people around me, great career opportunities, enough money, even a holiday coming up. I should feel so lucky and happy.
But I’m Not, i’m Stressed and anxious about everything and plagued by thoughts that i’m Not good enough, that i’m Going to fuck everything up, that i’m rubbish
I know I should try and help myself, get more excersize , get some therapy, get some anti depressants but all I want to do is nothing, just want to sleep. Feel so overwhelmed by even the kids and housework. Need to conjure up some strength to make changes to help myself, but it’s so hard to think about pushing through the fog.