Ok so, name change here!
Watching a film last night, old married couple were shown, and conversation was started about how it's only our grandparents that we have know with really long marriages, normal chatter about relationships, and DH dropes into conversation that he has crushes on a few other people but it's normal. Wasn't a serious conversation and he obviously thought nothing of what he had said. I asked if he meant celeb type crush, witch I think everyone has, and he said yes, but just in general too, like people he works for and things. I didn't want to make a big deal out of it, and conversation trailed of.
It has left me feeling quite upset though. Maybe it's because other than some celeb or sportsman, iv never had an actual crush on anyone iv met since we have been together. Maybe its because these are people he knows and sees on a regular basis.
Or because my self esteem is quite low after 4 kids and a big weight gain, (that I have now lost 3 stone of), I'm nearly there with the weight loss, but feel pretty crap still.
We have been married 5 years, together 10 years. There has never been any jelously or paranoia. Iv never even thought about this before he told me.
So am I being unreasonable to be upset about this, or is this completly normal, and just because iv never had a crush doesn't mean it isn't.
I don't want to raise this with my husband if this is just me being silly. It wouldn't change anything any way, as it has been said now.
So feel free to give me a kick up the bum if IABU.
If not, how do I get past this so that it doesn't eat away at me