I love nights out with friends and spending time with them but after a few drinks I’m ready to go home. This Saturday we went for day drinks after 3 hours I was ready to go home and the others had only just started. I really struggle with making small talk I’m quite shy which doesn’t help. This Saturday we went to a shopping place about 40 mins away I figured that we would all have a look around but no we just sat drinking all day. We also had a really nice spot with comfy seats but had to move to a cheaper bar with no proper seats spare as was heaving. I had a great time until my 3rd or 4th drink. I never used to be like it but now I want to be home by 10.30 eleven on nights out I’m like an old grandma. There all planing a day at a festival in the summer and it’s in London I just no at some point I will want to come home or they will all get legless I end up not enjoying myself having to look after them. If I try keep up or drink more than 3 drinks I get a migraine. I don’t want to loose my friends but they all seem to get annoyed at me going home early every time. I once didn’t get invited out I asked why and they said they didn’t think I liked nights out. I mentioned to them that I do have a condition which has been worse past year when this all started. I just get tired so easily. I’m ok if we do something active but sitting around dosnt help. I’ve suggested doing things but they all say there two expensive think £10 for things but then some will happily spend 50 on drinks