I'm 24, just had my first smear last week which of course I didn't want to do but got on with it and thought that was done and dusted. I've just taken a call from the hospital saying I need to make an appointment. I am absolutely sh*tting myself sat at my desk at work trying not to burst into tears. They offered me the 19th June, if it was really bad wouldn't they want me to go in ASAP? DP is in a client meeting so I don't have anyone to talk to, I don't know what I'm expecting to get back by posting this but I just don't know what to do, i'm petrified. AIBU, should I just grow a pair?