I think my family thinks I am the black sheep of the family.
I feel like my mum and siblings have cast me aside and do what they want to do and only tell me because they have to. They all live close by so go out shopping together, have meals together and have days out together. I on the other hand live 30 miles away and try to plan things with them. For example we planned to go out yesterday for a family wedding to buy outfits to wear. I was in the car all packed and ready to go when the Called to say it's been cancelled. Now they have set another date but Unfortunately I will be working.
For another wedding in 2 weeks time my sisters and sister in laws have gone out and bought coordinating outfits. I was left out. They have told me I can get the same outfit if I wanted to as there are more in store. I did kick up a fuss and it's not because I want the same clothes as them but because they always make me feel left out.
My mum is no better she goes and stays with everyone but me. When all the others had children she went and stayed with them for up to a month. I got nothing. When they are ill she goes to stay with them. I have procedure after procedure and no one bothers to come see me. I have questioned my mum on it and she says it's because I'm stronger.
They are always on the phone planning and discussing and I only find out things if they let it slip. If I say something they all seem to gang up on me and make me feel like an outsider.
So now I am thinking perhaps I am a mega bitch if my family hate me so much. It's either that or I am losing the plot. OR I could be he black sheep