I had an interview today for my dream job.
Firstly, they say you should never meet your idols. This could never have been truer than it was today - it turns out that they are, after all, just people with the same failings as everyone else. It was so disappointing to see a disinterested face sit across the table from me when there was one person I've always been keen to impress.
I couldn't have done better on the technical questions, it's the one thing I am confident about. However, for me, the killer has always been the competency based questions, the real fucking difficult ones that I always find myself stumbling over. I always end up thinking my examples are so stupid and before I know it, I'm blethering a load of shit to fill the silence.
I miss the old days when the technical knowledge alone was enough, without the HR box-tickery of "can you give me an example of...?" No, I bloody well can't. I'm going to be unreasonable, I am unreasonable and I'm unreasonably unreasonable about reasoning.
Ah fuck it, I just wanted a moan about my own interminable stupidity.