I'm going through a bad break-up and my heart has been pulverised. I know I won't be ready to date again for some time, and even when I do I only meet people I'm sexually attracted to every other blue moon. One night stands are not my thing at all, I hate them.
It's only been a few months so far but I'm finding celibacy really hard to handle. I think things have changed for me in the last few years and I'm entering some kind of sexual 'peak'. A bit of do it yourself and vibrators etc don't cut it, it's craving a physical person. I feel like this time in my life is getting wasted. And I feel like I'm going crazy with frustration.
Aibu to ask advice?