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Going away in a couple of weeks for a weekend away with a very good friend. Developing into more than friends. Possibly a friend's with benefits. He's older than me, totally single and no kids. Known each other ages and kissed lots, spent lots of time together since Christmas. Feel really happy and relaxed in his company. I really like him. He's made it clear he wants to stay single and doesn't want a relationship but when we go out he will hold my hand all the time, across the table, kiss all the time. Messaged me every single day but not in an excessive or suffocating way. Talks alot about me and my life and interests / career etc. Really listens and takes time. He's really my best friend.
Anyway after being married years and a couple of shitty men recently which I posted about and don't want to go over again I am quite nervous. Brought some nice new underwear. Will do subtle hair and make up so I am still 'me' Shave everywhere as that's how I will feel more comfortable. Nice perfume etc.
Where we are staying is a king bed with a huge double shower in . I booked the accommodation but we have talked about what we will be doing when we arrive lol. He's very much asking what I like. That he wants me to be comfortable and please me etc. He says he snores and even went today and brought some spray from boots as he said he doesn't want me kept awake when my head is on his chest trying to sleep . That melted me when he told me that. I thought it was so sweet and lovely of him. Aah....
Come on girls how do I let out the inner sex goddess after years being called names, lack of sex, shit marriage and umpteen kids..
Help!! And yes I know he's a lucky bastard to have a curvy lady 14 years younger in his bed. And he agrees haha x