Hi there,
Sorry that I'm posting this on AIBU - it covers quite a few topics!
I like my job. It's fine. It's not a long term career, and I wouldn't see myself being there for years, but overall it is fine. I graduated last year, and have been struggling to find a career ever since.
Recently I began getting very ill. This has resulted in me having 3 seizures in the past fortnight and being signed off work. I am due back to work tomorrow, and have to go back.
I am still very unwell and will struggle to work the long shifts, but feel like I need to make it work otherwise I may be in trouble. I have no idea whether they will be sympathetic towards this at all.
I want to make a change, I want a career, I want to get better, and I just want to be happy - but I do not know where to start. I am so miserable right now it's unreal.
I don't really know what I'm even asking I guess. I guess if people could tell me that maybe things will get better it will help? I don't know