I am autistic, have a lot of sensory issues and processing issues and as a result I dissassociate from my surroundings often which is terrifying and I can't safetly cross roads or leave the house because of it. Struggle with unfamiliar and complex familar routes etc. I've never worked and I'm 27, I've a long history with MH issues from my teen years.
I've been on DLA since I was 16, and was given the PIP forms to switch over from DLA. I had some help from my local case worker to fill them in, was quite confident i'd get it. Finally had home interview, but they cancelled 3 times literally last minute. They actually arrived the fourth time, interview was difficult and I cried a bit, my childhood and school years was very unhappy and it was difficult to relive everything and explain my struggles. I couldn't' remember everything I wanted to say so left quite a bit out upon reflection. The assessor seemed really nice and understanding. Waited 5 weeks for the results; they said i'm not entitled to any PIP and they will stop my DLA. The weird thing is, I've just been moved from the WRAG group of ESA to the support group after my ESA face to face assessment.
Meanwhile, friend with anxiety and some depression has her interview at home, and brags about putting on a performance, making herself burst into tears and storm upstairs , and her saying she could win an oscar. She also lied about being unable to make a sandwich as she'd forget about it and walk off (friend bakes things and can make food). She got her PIP award straight away.
I am going to do a mandatory reconsideration, but I dont have much evidence because i'm not under any mental health team. (I was discharged as they couldn't help me due to my issues being autism related).I only have my support worker who wrote a letter and included it in the PIP forms, but obviously that wasn't enough.
I am going through each question and going into great detail about how I cant do certain tasks and why and what help I need. I am hoping this extra detail that I didn't include in the PIP forms will help, but i'm not sure. I'm just really worried I won't get what I feel i'm entitled to. I cannot work, I just couldn't cope with all the sensory issues and interacting with people all day, I would end up hurting myself.