I want to start by saying that I've suffered with anxiety for the past 22 years. At its worst I can't leave the house or see anyone. When I've been able to, I've left the house crying and afraid. I've called in sick when I can't face going to work, physically ran out of shops, doctors surgery, the school playground, ignored the doorbell, started smoking again as I thought it would help (yeah I know) and avoided pretty much all social or public interactions.
Yet I've continued to work when I have been able to, because I've been made to feel I have to, that facing my fears was a way to overcome it all, that counselling would help, CBT would teach me to overcome my fears, various medications would calm me down, self help books would help me see there is a future beyond anxiety. But they don't and I still live in fear day to day.
This is a genuine question. Why do people who suffer with anxiety, as I've seen on the news this evening, become eligible for PIP? Perhaps there is an element that if my GP had taken me more seriously, especially when I felt close to suicidal, that I'd have received the proper help I needed. I honestly don't know. But hearing the woman on the BBC news tonight saying she felt discriminated against has caused me to react. Yes, I agree mental health disorders don't carry a physical 'label', but neither do many physical disabilities, yet there are many people who carry on regardless.