I am waiting for my CMHT to open as I've been told I have to call them today as A&E are contacting them due to my being in there last night.
I don't remember much, but I remember I took an overdose of sleeping pills last night. It wasn't actually a suicide attempt - I just wanted everything to go away for a while and for me to sleep. But my husband found a suicide note in my car while he was taking me into hospital and apparently I confessed to trying to find a way off the Erskine Bridge where I could jump (which I didn't mean to tell anyone) and babbled a lot about voices shouting at me (which I also didn't mean to say) and now they want me to go back to my psychiatrist who I've not seen in months.
I'm not suicidal now. I just want to go back into work and get on with things. Will he let me? How much trouble am I in? They won't make me go back into hospital, will they?
Have bipolar disorder but haven't had an episode in 6 months. I just want to get on with it and not have people fussing.