Anyone else still up drinking wine on own and feeling sorry for themselves?

[beentopark]

Just wondering... had a bad day

thats just it the night time is the worst but it doesnt surprise me anymore its just learning to live with the difference in emotion from day and night,sorry to put such a downer on the thread though x

It’s rubbish isn’t it, my problems are in areas of money, work, kids, actually I could go on and on, it’s quite a list, nothing feels right at the moment

Sending love to you user and to all

Thank youxxxx

Yup, me. I'm insomniac at the best of times. MH is just generally not great. I also have this evil cold that's going round and my face hurts and I'm bunged up. Was virtuous and not drinking anything stronger than Lemsip but decided fuck it.
to all.

user7etc,yep it all feels,at the minute im almost jealous of how easy everyone elses life seems.i know its grief and i know its normal but it still gives me the rage,i hope things get easier x

olikingcharles feel free to message me,there is nothing worse than feeling like you have to hide how you really feel.from what i have been th rough in the last 2 weeks my outlook on life and my priorities have changed massively x

It’s exhausting keeping up the pretence isn’t it and yes, I have friends who are sailing through life which adds to my feelings of being odd, different, broken, all those things that set you apart from the mainstream. I’ve had depression for years and there’s no respite

for everyone having a hard time
Sorry if I sounded flippant in my previous post by saying I was over it in the morning.

I just meant everything seemed better in the morning

having a drink tonight again,2 days until my dads funeral absolutely dreading it and so angry with everyone and everything,how is everyone x

Sorry 3kids. Horrible time.

I've got a Berocca drink (virus), I had a takeaway hot choc earlier but it didn't sit well, it was too grainy, sludgey and sweet.

Just being vacant here! No predominant thoughts.

I'm still up drinking wine (when I really should be well in bed by now!) but I'm not feeling sorry for myself.
Now.
Maybe tomorrow morning when I'm like "whyyyy did I stay up."
"Whyyyy didn't I go to bed."

I’m tired of the pretence and I’ve lost me,I’m really really tired of the acting and the effort of survivingHouse is getting messier and my fingernails are gripping on the edge of a cliff Is what it feels like

I get the feeling of losing you, house getting messy. Hang in there, it gets better. Lots of support out there, post and don't hide it all away to let it fester.

i got quite a bit of house work done today so that makes me feel better,i know this feeling will get better and life has to go on its just getting through these early days.ive been hugely let down by my "best mate"but i shouldn't let that bother me there are far more important things to worry about x

the clinging on is so true i really feel like im clinging onto the edge of having a level head and actually losing control x

shaz91,wtf??

3kids don't pay any heed!

troll @bulletfox?x

3kids either troll or skewed perception of reality!

them lot??my dad was black mum is white i can assure you there is no difference.you sound a bit of a racist prick if im honest.please correct me if im wrong

dreamymcdreamy how is the wine going down?x