I will have to delay my 11pm post for a couple of days as my phone battery is low and there is no charger where I am.
With the battery I have left, and until it goes, I will give you a summary. But I will leave out the detail until another day when I can write a fuller account.
I can only call this thing 'the beast' I never saw it, only felt it beside me one long night.
I was young, coming up to my 19th birthday, and living in digs in a farmhouse that had long been surrounded by new housing on the edge of a market town. I used to work locally, going to bed early and rising locally. The house was occupied by a young family, running it as a small guest home, with two or three lodgers from time to time. My evening pattern was the same, go to bed early, read my book then go to sleep to get up around half five or six.
One night, in the middle of a long hot summer, I only got as far as reading a few pages of my book. In the corner of the room, where there was only a wardrobe, in the shadows something stirred behind me as I lay horizontally under my covers. It was so malevolent my hairs, skin and flesh down the back of my spine immediately stood up. In just a few seconds I had tried to rationalise, there was nothing there, just a sound, just a silly thought. But no. It was so unmistakenly malevolent that immediately another presence joined me, a good presence, I knew it was smaller. I could feel it was smaller in size, but lighter and it was sudden and it was next to my head. Like the beast, invisible, but there for me. Thoughts were coming to me from this good presence telling me not to turn, not to turn and look, not to acknowledge the malevolent thing. It was telling me it's real, but I can only win through the night if I just don't look.
For six or seven hours this battle of the malevolent beast in the room and the good presence continued. All the while I knew I must not turn to accept its presence, I knew if it did I would lose. When I nearly gave in during the early hours and wanted to turn to look at it, I was shocked how the room was so dark. The street lights simply opaque against the window pane, the light not capable of penetrating the clear glass. A physical impossibility.
The good presence was begging me not to turn all the way round. It's silent will pushing me on, to deny the beast the pleasure of gaining my eye contact, until we pushed on to dawn. When the sun rose the beast subsided. But it was there. It made one final attempt, a physical attempt to breach me. It rushed me and I felt it's force hit me hard in the back, but by then I sensed it's power was dwindling. The sun was rising and as it did, I felt the good presence fly away.
It was not a dream, I didn't get a second of sleep that night. But I won through the night. I did not recognise the beast, did not turn to look at it.
The events later that day were also bizarre, I never felt the beast again, despite going back to my room for another few months.
This is not the whole story though. The rest will have to wait and there is more detail to tell, when I can come back.