I started therapy recently, had about six sessions so far and thought it was going well up until the last two. I thought I had found a therapist whose approach worked well for me and I would be able to continue a therapeutic relationship with for the foreseeable future.
However, my therapist recently informed me over Christmas that she doesn't think she will be able to continue seeing me anymore due to scheduling issues. I don't know if it's just my anxiety (one of the reasons I sought therapy in the first place) at fault but I have a feeling she is trying to palm me off? When I started therapy she was pretty adamant we could make our respective schedules work somehow to continue therapy but then a few weeks ago she quite coldly and abruptly tells me she doesn't think it's possible.
I know everyone probably thinks they're not a difficult patient but I honestly don't think I am. I don't contact my therapist between sessions, only once via email when I wanted some links to online resources. I'm not suicidal, never have been, don't have a history of trauma etc. so I'm kind of baffled as to why she is so keen to offload me as a patient.
There have been a few awkward moments where I'd found it difficult to talk about certain subjects and also when she has been seemingly mildly irritated by me not taking her advice but other than that, no fireworks to speak of.
I'm particularly annoyed and upset at the situation as I've discussed some abandonment issues I have stemming from recent life events and it just feels like someone I'm paying to see me once a week for an hour is abandoning me now too. I know it sounds melodramatic but it's how I'm feeling right now.
So, AIBU to worry I have done something to get on the wrong side of my therapist/make her uncomfortable? It would be great to hear from anyone who has had therapy as perhaps they might have more insight into my situation but really I'd just like anyone's opinion as I don't want to discuss this in real life with anyone in my circle. Many thanks in advance.