To feel really down

[lastqueenofscotland]

I'm feeling utterly utterly shite and like i need a shake.

I was made redundant 2 weeks ago and while I've been offered a job I feel so disheartened I worked so so hard and its happened anyway.

I broke up with my long term DP earlier this year over a disagreement about him always being away for work and how I wasn't willing to consider DC with him if he was going to spend 3 months away a year still. I however 3 months down the line feel like I've lost a limb and I can't think about him without crying. He drunk texted me at the weekend and I cried myself to sleep for two nights.

My best friend who I used to see every day a work and have continued to see 2/3 times a week is moving abroad to the country her DH is from in about 3 weeks. She's like a sister to me and every time and I'm going to miss her horrifically.

My dad died nearly 11 years ago shortly after Christmas and I find this time of year ridiculously hard. I just feel like everything has got totally on top of me

Sounds touch, everything happening in a short space of time.

My Dad died in January, 12 years ago was out last Christmas and I always fine this time of year hard. It doesn't get easier, just different.

It's great you have been offered a new job but I can understand you not being enthused, it's different if you choose to leave a job and move on.

What was the drunken text about? Was he horrible or does he feel the same?

Tough not touch!

The text was literally just about a song that I loved that had come on on a night out. I think the fact it was so so normal and chatty hit me harder than if he was mean or overly gushy

About your ex - do you think there is any chance of reconciliation? Would you want to get back together? Do you think he would?

If he didn't feel something for you, would he think to text you about that or anything?