I just feel...meh. Christmas feels like expense and forced jollity. Life feels like a slog and drudgery.
I'm tired, so tired. I feel scruffy and unkempt. I used to take pride in my appearance.
I feel frumpy and want to lose a bit of weight, but never get anywhere. Today I ate a lot of chocolate cake and sandwiches and made myself sick. I have been bulimic in the past but was free of it for a while.
I feel dissatisfied and like I don't want to do anything.