I have been on an indefinite (apparently not) mid-care and low-mobility DLA award since 2005 and have been summoned to the dreaded face-to-face next week. Atos have already erred by booking the wrong sort of support (reluctant to say for what as there can't be too many requiring it, so possibly identifying) leading to them cancelling several appointments - though they say it's sorted now.
I'm backed up with a fairly detailed GP letter and test results. But I just don't trust the assessor to act ethically. This is wrong as we are supposed to be able to trust these people.
I've requested to record (buying the recorders this weekend) and will also request the assessor's full name, registration number, and report a few days after the assessment so I can begin any appeal well in advance of the decision letter.
Am I being unreasonably paranoid? Whilst we are fine in my partner's income, my DLA has helped me manage things a bit better for myself and cover most extra costs. The thought of losing the only income I have has already made my mental health massively worse (it's one condition I'm claiming for), e.g. I'm still in bed at 11 am because I can't face dealing with anything. Maybe the DWP would be happy if people like me killed themselves to save costs.
I keep trying to find small p/t jobs to improve said mental health but keep getting rejected after I disclose the non mental health condition. Yesterday's rejection was from Sainsburys despite the interviewer saying all my answers were good. Or is it my PhD? I dunno. I don't regard myself as above anything and would be really happy to develop some non-academic skills! I'm just so very tired of building myself up only to get the standard rejection a day or so later.
I am mentally exhausted and now fear dealing with a possible lying assessor. There must be understanding people in this system, surely?