I wake up anxious every morning wondering how I am going to feel each day
I know exactly how you feel Sienna and of course if you've already got gut issues then anxiety just makes them 10 times worse. So far this morning I've been ok - but it's always at the back of my mind all the time and I do feel anxious all the time, and it is definitely affecting what I eat and when. I'm scared to eat on occasions in case it 'triggers' it off.
After further reading last night I've decided to keep a food/BM diary and see if there are any trigger / patterns etc, and try not to get too obsessed with my bowels haha - and not let the anxiety take over.
I understand what people say about seeing the doctor and of course I will if it persists, but my concern is they always seem to take a sledgehammer to crack a nut - for example last year around this time, I had a bit of an emotional meltdown - a sort of delayed reaction to my mum's death a few months earlier and they wanted to prescribe beta blockers! I declined and just focused on keeping myself busy and taking regular daily walks regardless of weather and gradually I got through it on my own.
You go in, they listen to your symptoms and prescribe medication and I've already proven that I can alleviate symptoms when necessary, with over the counter Imodeum. I'd rather try and understand why I'm getting it, and whether there is anything I can do to help myself.
Melony - what you've written about sounds interesting. I'm not the world's greatest sleeper either, which doesn't help. Once I'm asleep it's ok but I take ages to go off. Sometimes I've laid awake until 5am and I know that's not good for health - mental, physical or otherwise.