I'll try to keep this short & succinct!
I'm one of 6 sisters and for each significant birrhday we usually arrange some sort of event.
In the past it's been a spa day at a local hotel, a night away in the city, a family wide party at home, a meal out in a posh place etc.. basically something to mark the occasions & celebrate as sisters. We're very close and be in contact most days. It's usually me who organises the events for the older ones - we all chip in financially - but all booking, sourcing etc is down to me and sometimes an older sister.
Anyway, I have a significant birthday coming up in the next couple of months.
A couple of weeks ago my sisters suggested a city close to home and an event which I'm happy to go to.
Then last night in a group chat sis 1 asked me if I had booked the event yet or if I'd "had a chance to look at an air B&B"
I said "No?" And she replied "Get on it" I'm such a coward I just didn't respond but I feel a bit shitty.
I just feel I shouldn't have to organise my own birthday.
I don't like feeling petty like this, I'm usually very generous and never begrudge the time I spend organising their birthdays or celebrations, but I don't want to do my own!
I love spending time with them and I'm definitely not spoiled or the golden child or anything, it's all been pretty fair growing up, but I feel a bit taken for granted & am pretty sure they would hate me to feel the way I do.
AIBU to feel I shouldn't have to organise my own celebration after organising all theirs too?