I'm am graduation soon and I have started to realise I am now scared of having a retching panic attack in the middle of the pews during the ceremony.
It will be in a cathedral type place, very big and very packed.
I'm am half tempted not to go but my parents and partner are so excited to see me get the award.
I hate not being able to get out and excuse myself being trapped in a place for 90 minutes.
I have an appointment to go to the doctors the day before my graduation to get anti anxiety stuff.
I'm not sure what to do! I don't want to ruin anyone else day but I really want to be able to go as me and my family have spent a lot of money going.
I switch from thinking that I'll be okay to worrying my self silly