I've always had symptoms of an underactive thyroid (mental fog, thin hair/hair falling out, lack of outer eyebrow, dry skin, depression, problems regulating temperature etc but for the last 2 years I've had this awful depression usually accompanied by brain fog for the last 2 years. My life has changed completely and I should be happy, but this awful depression is back and I don't know why. I have had blood tests in the past and they were always borderline or they said I was at risk of becoming hypothyroid. My last TSH was 6.5 but they didn't seem concerned.
I'm on antidepressants and I've tried a few different ones and changed doses, but this depression still rears it's ugly head for no fucking reason. I have been practicing buddhist techniques for a year and meditation, but it's so hard to do and I'm so sick of feeling despair.
AIBU to demand to see the doctor tomorrow (emergency appointment) and demand they start me on a low dose of thyroxine? I don't want to be fobbed off with another blood test and told it's borderline again. What shall I do?