Aibu to ask for some girl power

[SuzukiLi]

I have BPD. I'm feeling really low and lost because of stress going on in my life. My mental health team are crap and my meds aren't working.
I'm starting uni in a few weeks which is scary. I'm raising a 3 year old by myself. I'm being ducked around by a guy who I love and who loves me but can't be with me because his ex will stop him seeing his daughter and it's breaking my heart.
I just feel so utterly depressed and feel like I need a good ass kicking back up the ladder again. In a sort of Beyoncé style, you are strong and don't need no man kind of way.
Or something. Or just to talk to people.

Hello. You are strong! Getting into Uni with a young DC is amazing. What are you studying?

Robotic engineering x

Everything just feels so shit

Well fucking hell that sounds like an awesome degree
Congratufuckinglations

And I'm sorry I don't know what to do about the mental health team or the meds or the crap man in your life bin him off
But the rest sounds like you're doing amazingly well!

You've met a man who prioritises his daughter. That's great.

You are going to be hellish busy with the robotics and the 3 year old asking ALL the questions about EVERYTHING, ALL the time.

Absorb yourself in all the things going on.

He'll be "free" of ex at some point, and then you know he's the kind of man who puts his daughter first. If it works out, it works out.

Here: Have a bunch of and lots of girl power.

Don't waste your time on the guy who is unavailable to you. I regret doing this previously. Cut him loose you don't need him. Clear up space in your life to study and make good friends on your course or even a new lover.
you can and must go through this. Great course btw.