Paranoid after baby that my partner is cheating?

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I had my baby 7 weeks ago it was shoulder dystocia and horrible labour. He was my 3rd baby and 'm just recovering. My other half has been great I have to say but my confidence since this pregnancy is all time low. Put weight on and not the size 8 I was. I'm more like 10\12 and belly mum tum still there. Now I'm better will start training soon. I've accused my other half of looking at other girls. I've felt angry he even mentions it. It's not like me I'm so bubbly and still am and not jealous type usually? In fact his mate female is gorgeous and he has no problems introducing us. They grew up together . I've got better and my kids are my world and kept me sane. My dad's both of them step one too left my mum and had affairs so I'm scared that it happens to me. My other half has reassured me I'm his world and i look fine but can't help thinking that the girl up the road is better and he will go off. Today I finally felt great again and not so insecure anymore. Thanks

You have a 7 week old, your going to feel a bit crap. I can't see anything in your post that would suggest cheating and i would hope DP loves you for more than the number in your clothes label. Try and be kind to yourself

OP my heart really goes out to you, I can empathise with your situation. As PP said though, nothing stands out to suggest your DP is cheating.
It's really normal not to be happy with your body for a while after, I'm still not happy with mine 9 months later (although I'm a lazy mare).
You say you often feel weepy? Is it possible that you may have a touch of PND? Maybe it's worth discussing with your GP just for piece of mind?
Wishing you all the best OP