Im moving out of my parents house on saturday, it will just be me and my 5 month old dd. I am 25 and it will be the first time I will have lived properly alone.
For a bit of backstory i currently live in my parents house but they live mainly at a different house, only stay here 2 nights a week ish. They are selling the house I'm in atm and the other house is about 60 miles away. I am moving close to where I live atm although its a new village about 20 minutes away as i can't afford to rent in the city.
I dont really have many friends (just one really, who doesnt drive) and with my parents moving far ish away and me moving further away from friends, i know money will be tight i go back to work in september but by the time i have paid my bills and for nursery i will have about £100 a month to do anything fun qith baby, days out, clothes, toys and to put petrol in the car.
So now im terrified Im going to end up trapped in a house with no one i know anywhere near and no money to do anything, i suffer really bad social anxiety and find baby groups really hard i usually just end up hiding in a corner and sneakig out at somepoint.
Has anyone got a similar experience where it all turned out fine? AIBU to be so bloody scared, keep having panic attacks thinking about it. Sorry this is just a long ramble.