Bit of background:
My team was restructured and myself and a colleague told our jobs would no longer exist as of 1st July. We were invited to apply for a new role being created at our current grade. It was ringfenced just for us two.
I didn't get it. The interview was very different to previous interviews I had done, which had been just an interview. This time it was interview, presentation, and a test. It was really stressful.
I failed the test. I knew this at the time. Also my presentation was too long and I had to speed up to say all I wanted to say and I got the impression from the interviewer's follow up questions that I hadn't addressed the question set for the presentation - although tbf the subject was an internal thing management knew a lot about but we had only been informed of the day before interview, and even then only bits and pieces.
Feedback was also that my interview answers were 'operational' (not sure what that means) and that I didn't say enough about what I did. I also noticed one of the interviewers glancing at his watch a lot so I clearly spoke too much.
I know all about STAR - I've passed competency interviews before, but these questions were much more intense.
One of the questions was "tell me about a successful idea someone had as a result of your influence" I'm still stuck at a good answer!
Anyway, my colleague got the job, and I was demoted which I am not happy about considering I've been with the company much longer than she has.
She has just handed in her notice because she doesn't like the new job and it is 'boring'. She has a job elsewhere.
I haven't been offered the job. It is now going to be advertised both internally and externally.
I don't know if I should reapply. I'm worried about rejection again and the fact they are extending the applicant pool makes me paranoid that I was really THAT bad a candidate.
I'm not a bad worker - in fact I've had lots of positive feedback from clients - my LinkedIn is full of positive recommendations and lots of people were shocked I didn't get the role. I guess I just interview badly.
I like parts of my new role but obviously not the salary and the drop in status. Plus other new staff started at the same time as me and I am expected to hand over all my previous projects to them after lots of hard work on them. It's making me angry and feeling pushed out. So I'm thinking well if I'm not welcome in that team, maybe I'll reapply?
But leaving colleague says it's a boring job...
sorry, this is longer than I thought it would be. I guess I just wanted to know what others would do in my position.