Today I feel the weight of the world on me.My dh is distant and emotionally unsupportive.My df is deteriorating weekly from terminal cancer.This is his last birthday.
I posted a month ago about how I loved my job and did long hours there but found it fulfilling.Yesterday I quit.This is my real reason for feeling so bad.Someone who worked 50 hrs a week and was in charge walked out.I was offered another job and was working my notice when I was asked to stay with a good payrise and contract.I pointed out I could it do 70 hrs a week and was told I would be on 40
I've been doing pushing 60 for weeks on shifts.
We were pushed being a third down on staff.I also checked that a team members holiday would be covers by a temp and was told yes it would be.
Now it is not:( which means me doing three peoples jobs with same workload and a bit of assistance from someone I would need to supervise.
My holiday request was declined.I have only had one week in a year.and no bank hols or weekends.
So I took my stuff and left messaging my boss.I feel bad for doing this one colleagues I confided in gave me a hug and could see how I was hard pushed.
My own DF said I did the right thing.I even have work lined up.
I just don't want to ruin this week over thinking it and having anxiety attacks again.
Several others have quit due to the underhandedness there and I know someone whose final months pay was kept for ages which is another thing I wanted to prevent :(