It's a sorry state of affairs when there are constant reports of NHS staff across the board leaving their professions and yet the issue isn't being addressed.
The government/DOH don't seem to be recognising that staff are under pressure and that an ageing workforce + scrapping the bursary is going to push us even further towards the edge.
For me it's not the pay. For me it's the long hours and short staffing. It's not being able to find time to care for my own basic needs while at work - not eating, drinking or weeing.
Working a 12 hour shift and only being able to provide the bare bones of basic care is soul destroying. I'd get home and realise that I said hello to a patient at 7am and didn't get chance to speak to them again! I'd be horrified at that. How is that good care? How did that patient feel?
It breaks my heart when I hear people say that they realise how busy the staff were so didn't want to bother them. No patient should ever feel like that.
I used to feel physically sick and cry on the way to work in worry about what a shift would be like and it was even worse going in knowing that the staffing levels were too low. Some days I'd even pray for a car accident or breakdown so I didn't have to go in, then feel utter guilt because I knew it'd put more pressure on my colleagues if I weren't there.
Being told that I'm 'not allowed' to keep a bottle of squash in the office because 'it's a clinical environment', yet I don't have time to walk off the ward to the staff room for a sip of water is a joke.
Also being told that it was my own fault that I'd not had breaks, yet had no one sent to relieve me for my (unpaid) break on a shift, so I couldn't leave the patient (due to the nature of my job) was frustrating and horrible. Caught between a rock and a hard place because if anything had gone wrong it would be attributed to me not taking my break or because of me leaving the patient unattended. How is that safe or fair to the staff or the patient?
My colleagues were what kept me going, and still do even though I'm not working on wards anymore. The pressure is different where I am now but there is still pressure.
It boils down to not enough staff. If there were enough staff, people wouldn't feel the pay rise cap is as much of an insult. Being expected to do the work of 3 people with no recognition and then a cap on even a minimal pay rise is a slap in the chops and goes to show how little the government thinks of public sector workers - because it's not just nurses, midwives and NHS staff - it's all public sector workers and even the public that the government is failing.