I am in a new relationship but cant have a baby as I am too old.
Few years ago when with ex partner I went through premature ovarian failure and it impacted on me bad.
Ended up seeing a counsilor and on antidepressants never got over it to this day as I had been trying for another baby when I found out.
This new man would like a baby and its killing me.
I keep imagining flutters in my stomach and dreaming that I am pregnant and getting upset and crying about it because I know its impossible.
I don't know what I wish to gain from telling people on here but I feel so depressed.