Limited info so I don't out myself.
I currently work in a challenging school initially on a one year contract but it looks like they may renew it. I worked as support staff there for several years but had previously taught. So they sort of took a chance on me. I interviewed properly for it though with others.
A school not far from me that is lovely has essentially said there is a job available and implied I have a strong chance. This is an outstanding school and I would like my own daughter to go there but we live on the boundaries between that school and one in special measures. So it is touch and go whether she would get in. A few old staff from my current school have moved there.
I am just so torn in what to do. I would not have actively looked for another job. I love the people I work with but the apathy and battle to teach and the behaviour is a bit draining. I also feel quite loyal to them. My boyfriend works there too and has helped me out a lot. Not that I could not do it myself just more admin tasks to get work completed more quickly.
I would dread telling the head, my head of department and my close friends. I would feel like I am letting them down. However these chances don't come a long every week. Also my current school still have my final report to write. Not that they would be awkward as they are professional but they maybe irked at the effort.
I am also 37 and was hoping for a mortgage in about 8 months so it would make that longer. I would then probably never have another child as I am getting on a bit.
Aghhhh I don't know.