I have been in my new job for 6 months and have just passed probation. I am in a four-year fixed term role in the third sector. I have three bosses and they are all pleased with my work. Primarily it is an office-based job (£25k pro rata). I love my colleagues but am a bit bored by the work itself.
My problem is, I am having trouble motivating myself at work. I don't have a big workload, and some of it is self-directed, but I am reluctant to ask for more work (in case the workload becomes unmanageable). When my working day is over I feel guilty that I have wasted a day and I have not been so productive. I have taken this job to gain experience (all the wage goes on childcare and petrol so no financial motivation to keep the job).
I am a mummy to two small children. Home life is very busy and I have a three hour motorway commute each day (1.5 hours each way). So when I arrive into work I'm already exhausted. So I suppose I am using some time at work to recover from the stresses at home.
My questions are: 1) how do I motivate myself to work harder? 2) how far do other mums with small children 'coast' along in a job, or use work time as a chance to recover from home life?