My grandmother died just before DD2 was born. She had bought all her great grandchildren £2k's worth of premium bonds, so my DD1 (now 9) got some while DD2 hasn't got any. I've made sure their CTF/JISA savings accounts are topped up and fair and square.
However last year my DH got made redundant, I was self employed at the time but then took a PAYE role, however some of the money put aside for my tax got spent (on food/mortgage) which meant when it came to paying my tax bill last month I was £1000 short. Now what I'm thinking is cashing in £1500 of DD1's premium bonds; buying DD2 £500 worth of premium bonds - using £1k to clear my tax bill (I don't owe any more tax as am now PAYE) and then as the year progresses top up both DD1 and DD2's premium bond accounts so they both have £2k. I feel guilty that I even have to consider this. Every birthday and when they get money it has gone into their savings accounts and before last summer when DH lost his job have topped these up myself regularly with £20 or even more when I can afford it. DH now has a job and is about to get his first month's salary but we need that to fix our car. AIBU or even really awful?