I just feel like giving up and starting again. I qualified as a nurse just over a year ago. I've had two jobs since qualifying and hated them both. I've just handed my notice in on my 2nd job with the lure of agency work (better pay, less hours) but now I'm shitting myself that if it sounds too good to be true, it usually is.
I got married just under a year ago. Husband doesn't appear to fancy me anymore. Never wants to have sex (so it's always me instigating and recently, even then I get rejected as he says he's too tired/not feeling well etc etc).
My relationship with my mum is deteriorating. She's always unhappy and tends to just complain about everyone around her and if she sees someone doing well (like I appear to be on the outside) she hates it. When I call her she makes it obvious that she can't be arsed to talk tinned and I've recently found out she's been slagging me off to other family members (who also seem to be being off with me lately!).
I don't know what I've done to everyone but I'm feeling like I'm not really wanted anymore.
I keep thinking about taking my degree and running off to Australia.
I've craving affection, communication, intimacy, fun - is this a midlife crisis or what? Now I'm going to be unemployed come the end of Jan. It's almost funny.
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GonnaRunAway · 04/01/2017 13:26
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