I am outwardly a very confident person, sales background etc. No problem meeting new people etc.
For the past few years I have been getting panic attacks on trains, theatres and in crowded places. I start to feel a bit worried which escalates rapidly into red face, sweating and total 'flight or fight' mode, cue resulting panic attack.
To manage this I will take a frozen bottle of water, chew gum and try and make sure I sit on the end of an aisle and/or near a door or window (not always possible).
I am involved in something shortly (think TV audience) which I cannot get out of and frankly, I don't want to. On the rational side it will be interesting, relevant to my work and a fantastic experience. On the non-rational and panicky side, even typing this out is making me worry.
I have read that Propranolol could help reduce the physical symptoms.
AIBU to think this could help with this?
Any other suggestions very gratefully received. I am mid forties and this is starting to take over my life 