Been refused PIP as the PHYSIO who assessed me said I kept myself clean, dress well, could speak clearly and eloquently and passed a memory test. Apparently as she had been on a course on psychology she knows all about mental health issues
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I have suffered from OCD since childhood due to abuse and was also diagnosed with PTSD since the loss of a child 15 year ago. I have tried my hardest to keep myself together and work as well as bringing my children but last year I just could not continue working as the panic attacks were just too much to cope with. I also have a DC with severe learning difficulties who has extremely challenging behaviour.
I applied for PIP as DH only working means that finances are so tight which makes me feel even more worthless because it's all my fault. My career is just about finished now and I doubt I will ever be able to hold down a job again although I have asked for another referral to an anxiety disorder clinic so have not totally given up. This is after years of seeing psychiatrists who have not been able to help and paying thousands for private counselling.
I am just so angry that something totally unqualified to come to that decision can decide that the suffering I go through every blood day is not bad enough.
AIBU?