To be shitting myself

[WorriedWife2016]

Apologies for title but right now I am so scared
DH left seven months ago after being caught having an affair
Dad has cancer with radical surgery done and more due next week dd also due operations in two weeks she's 18
2 teens full time job dog etc
DH has zero contact
I went for a mamogram and its come back abnormal
I honestly can't take much more.....
I am absolutely worried sick, how will I cope if it's cancer along with full time job divorce care for kids and care for dad
I have never been so bloody terrified
I know I should not panic but bugger all has gone right for me this year it's been horrendous

Me2017, I don't want to derail this thread but that is very dangerous advice. My SIL did that, died at 34 of cervical cancer leaving her 10 year old orphaned. A simple smear test would have saved her life. By all means follow your own advice but, with all due respect, please do not suggest that that is a sensible path to take.

Worried...bless you, I just wanted to comment on ex-h being a shit. Weirdly, they all are in this situation. Keep strong, I know exactly what you're going through my love, it does get better .

Like loads of us I too had a call back. Worst two weeks of my life I think waiting to go. But it was fine. It was just a sort of mark on the mamogram that turned out to be nothing. It will be impossible for you not to worry but in all probability you will be fine.

Thanks all I am really hoping its that, got to go to work now, it's going to be a long few days