Dd will be 5 in December and has just started reception.
I work shifts and now barely see her. I fucking hate it and am doing everything I can to find a new job with daytime hours.
Yesterday she went to school at 9, awake at 7.30 so that's 1.5hrs. I went to work at 2.30pm and worked til 11.30pm.
Today I woke at 9 (I can't get to sleep til around 1am after an 11.30pm finish) and dh had taken her and her brother swimming. I left the house at 11.30am to go to work and saw them outside for a quick kiss and cuddle. Worked til 9pm so she's in bed.
Since she's started school I've spent and average of 1 Hour a day with her split across the day.
I just want to crawl into bed with her and tuck myself in and insist I sleep there.
