Who told me being f buddies with ex was a good idea?

[RosieWithTheGoodCreditHistory]

NOBODY.

So why, please, have I been engaging in this since April? I'm slightly proud that it's taken this long for me to get the full blown butterfly feeling about him back but on noticing this I just feel an utter twat. I KNOW he only sees me for one thing and I KNOW I'm selling myself short but the last time was actually nice and a bit coupley?

KICK ME, KICK SENSE INTO ME NOW

I have the

Bloody app, I have that bedding on now funnily enough. But shh