AIBU to want to climb in bed next to him

[doinotknowhowluckyiam]

Just written a horrible thread over in relationships...

Long story short, shit fiancé found with escort's address texted to him today...swears he doesn't know how... Suspected alcohol/gambling (and now) sex addiction...

He's asleep next door, I can't sleep (I wonder why?!) I want to get in next to him.

I know that's ridiculous. But it's how I feel.

No you're not there yet doinot you will get there though

Been here too... I ended out forgiving him as I'd already half given in when I joined him in bed in his eyes. 4 years later (and 9 affairs that I know of!) and after so much emotional abuse I've finally managed to be clear of him for a year now, I'm still trying to scrape my sanity and self confidence off the floor but I've never been happier. Don't do this to yourself, don't end up hating your choices, you deserve to have someone that wouldn't even think of anyone else because he can't wait to see you. You deserve a man, not a boy with a constant hard on. . Find a crap game on your phone and distract yourself, the first nights the hardest.