This is probably not really an actual issue but something happened today that upset me. I'm sleep deprived and over emotional so that is contributing to how I feel.
Dd had an event today. We got there a bit early so as to sort her out due to medical problems. So, we were signed in and put all our bags in dressing room. Dd 1 then called to say she couldn't find us and was apparently just outside so I went out with dd2 to find her (I thought she would be quite nearby). She wasn't but I found her anyway.
There was then a queue at the doors for signing children in. As we had already signed in I said excuse me to someone so we could go round the other way and get into the dressing room (needed to get in ASAP to check dd2 and get her ready, have a snack etc etc) suddenly someone shouted out "there's a QUEUE here" I turned and said I know but we've already signed in. Then somebody else says the same then more joined in.
I turned and looked at them, went to say something but thought actually it's not worth it and I carried on into the dressing room.
I wasn't actually pushing in, I wasn't holding them up in any way as dd was already signed in and I was staying with her. It's a complete non issue but it really upset me. I have spent the whole day juggling things to keep her ok and well enough to take part and I hated being shouted at and made such a negative centre of attention
I wanted to scream at them "oh fuck off! I'd much rather be where you are standing waiting with a child who can wait rather than rushing to be here early and trying to get everything just right so dd doesn't collapse on stage"
Everything else went well and dd had a lovely time but I think this is just my way of processing how I feel that's probably ridiculous but it's been such a hard day