Hi I need some advice about night working. This is long winded so bear with me...
I'm 27 weeks pregnant with my second baby. I have a very active toddler. I have recently started a full time job in a children's home which is a new role for me. The staff used to do sleeping night shifts but they recently changed to waking nights. The young people have very good sleeping routines and are in bed for almost all of the shift. However during the day they have occasional violent outbursts.
As we get paid for the full shift and are not allowed to leave the home during shift, we do not get an official break. However we are expected to do computer work and light cleaning duties during the 10 hour shift but stay awake.
I'm new to night work and have done some night shifts but I'm finding them horrendous. I feel exhausted during the shift, eyes sting and my back hurts off sitting at the computer. I'm struggling to adjust my sleeping pattern (do on average 2 night shifts a week as well as days) I've been grumpy with my toddler because I'm so tired and I hate the thought of going into work.
Another problem is the actual staff as well. Many of them have been there 20 odd years and are very much set in their ways and resentful of new staff starting. They are unhelpful to say the least! I don't like they thought of being given special treatment especially because I am new (and new to the role)
What I want to know is am I allowed to say I don't want to work nights? When I first started I discussed with my manager that I was unsure about them but willing to give them a go. I don't want to feel like I'm trying to skive but I'm close to tears thinking about work. I'm planning on starting mat leave a month early and using holidays for another month. I worked right up to having my dd but was in a lovely and supportive team. Now I just feel like leaving as early as I can because I can't cope! My oh is encouraging me to stay as long as possible because I was bored on mat leave last time round. However I have an active toddler to keep me busy this time!
Sorry for the essay! I hope you can help and put my mind at rest. I feel like going to my gp with stress!