I'm really struggling to deal with him walking out on us. I know a lot of it is my hormones but everything reminds me of 'us' and I saw him the other day with his other 2 kids and it broke my heart to think my child is gonna miss that.
I did contact his parents to say they have a grandchild on the way and haven't had a reply, he looks through me if we see each other, I just desperately want to know what I ever did to himtomake him treat me and my unborn child like we don't exist.
I fear it's a ideation I will never know the answer towns I know if he can't be assed the my son is better off without hi but it's just so raw and painful.
I went to the beach were we once went on a date and just burst into tears. I love him deeply and he said he loved me, I'm just so so hurt and can't see myself ever feeling healed.
Sorry for the rant I'm just needing a vent really .
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