To want the ground to swallow me up?

[jamesdeandaydream]

I sent half naked pics to an ex. I've put on weight and carried/given birth to a baby since I last saw him. He hasn't replied. I want to cry.

I thought the photos looked ok but the more I look, the more I can see the imperfections and I wish I hadn't sent them. Oh good god what have I done.

I wasn't identifiable, I would never show my face! And I had underwear on (unlike him). If he shows anyone then his photo will be plastered all over this small town of ours

Yes it was during a huge flirty conversation and we've been texting for a while but I've known him years. It wasn't my smartest idea but oh well!