What a sorry situation.
I had a miscarriage a month ago at 11 weeks. Have really struggled since. On Friday the doctor put me on sleeping tablets (which I'm trying not to take).
I'm freaking out about my wedding (one month tomorrow). My dress, which i bought before getting pregnant no longer fits me as I put on weight while pregnant. I bought a second dress which makes me really sad as I bought it a couple of weeks after I lost the baby. Trying to slim into dress one bit despite dieting and exercise doesn't seem to be shifting (I haven't been cheating!!). Now considering dress three all cheap as chips as they are of the rail
I've been having awful nightmares about the wedding. We were going to cancel initially but decided not to. I want to get married. I want to be married. The organising and sorting is overwhelming on a lack of sleep.
In a panic this morning I messaged all of my friends asking them to come to the reception only (its an all day reception so doesn't make any timing difference for them). Explained what was going on emotionally (they know about miscarriage).
Basically, I'm a wreck. I am exhausted oh is also shattered I don't want to cancel my wedding but just don't seem to be recovering as my energy is going on the wedding and going to the gym to lose the weight.
Please can someone give me a kick. I need to do this.