If a person is so opposed to the idea of religious beleif that they have not done this, and they refuse to accept what religious people say to be true about their own beliefs (as on this thread) then I would suggest that it's prejudice at work, not rationality.
no one is doubting what you say about your own beliefs. Indeed, we understand that you think you are a believer and from what you have said I believe you. What we question is that your beliefs on this topic are rational or scientific. One of the reasons why I would question that is that you yourself describe these beliefs as faith. if so, how can they be rational? It's possible that they are rational once we accept your basic premises, but then of course you need justification for them.
I follow a theology based on the philosophy and ideas about God formulated, in his metaphysics, by the mathematician Alfred North Whitehead. Very logical. Very rational, carefully argued and takes modern physics seriously. Process Thought.
It's clear some of us don't know what process thought is (and various other terms you have used) but write them as if they are commonly used terms. Perhaps you could explain the basics to us and why you think it is logical. Simply being formulated by a mathematician doesn't it make it logical.
It makes intellectual sense to me and gives me a language for articulating my own experiences. Experiences which are mine, but appear to be shared with many others - they often choose different language to articulate theirs. I don't find that a problem, not everyone is able to tackle metaphysics - or would want to.
again, it making sense to you doesn't of course make it logical. Also, does this language lend it self to clear communication? If the only use of the language is that it helps you communicate your ideas to only people who have similar ideas, I doubt the usefulness of it.