I a "Junior Doctor." I am 36. I have 2 children and a mortgage.
I have spent 5 years at medical school and 12 years working for the NHS ( besides mat leave.) I have two sets of postgraduate exams.
Junior means not a GP or consultant.
In any other profession i would not be considered a junior.
I am not junior in terms of skills or experience.
I am at the top of the pay scale, the best it gets, take home after student debt around £3000 a month. Or a total of £36000 a year.
To go to work, from that "take home" I pay £4000 a year GMC insurance college and revalidaton/assessment/course fees. So I take home £32,000 a year.
I am paid well, double the salary of many, but, I also do the equivalent of two full time jobs in terms of hours.
When FT take home is considered £32,000 i am earning a take home of £10-12 per hour for my " at work, at the coal face hospital hours.
When FT I work an average of 48 hours per week which is the max my rota allows. This is calculated over 16 weeks average and will includes my AL of 0 hours. This means I will work normally 60-70 hours a week in the hospital with patients.
What does that mean, that means I work every 2-3 weekend on days or nights. ( these 3x13 hours days on the rota but usually 15 in reality and I then I commute home ) If annual leave is coming then I often work 3 weekends in a month as I have to cover my share of out of hours before I can taken annual leave.
I do other Long Days and Evening shifts and the occasional rare 9-5 shift.
I do a lot more hours for administration, learning, audit, training etc.When not on shift, I complete 1 audit, and write 1 guideline every 12 months.
I read 2-3 hours a week. I write quality improvement programmes, I arrange training days, collate feedback. i mentor other trainees and medical students. I even teach them for free on my day off. I take annual leave & go to work to complete the assessments I need for revalidation as there is no time in hours.
Still sounds good, I don't earn any extra nights or christmas day, if I stay late, and my hourly rate does not include the last paragraph.
Am I worth it?
At any time of day or night or bank holiday when I'm on shift I might be doing things like this for just £10-12 take home pay for the NHS.
I might be the person sent to pick up your baby or child, risking my life in an ambulance. I might be leading the intensive care transport team.
I can act as the "anaesthetist," if needed but I am not one by trade, its just another string to my bow. I can provide a 500g baby life saving tube, or line. I can administer the anaesthetic if required.
I am a good communicator.
I might be the one leading the team should you be unfortunate enough to have to bring your child into resus in A & E.
I could be the one who has to sort out the irregular heart beat of your child with a defibrillator.
Or I could be on shift on the ward. Supervising your child's "dialysis" in intensive care.
I will also be looking after between 6-12 other ventilated children all very sick with different issues for 13 hours, at the same time. I will always make time for you and your child even after my shift has ended.
I will probably be the most senior doctor on site for my speciality for an unexpected acute emergency. I promise I will do my absolute best to ensure you get the best care, sometimes I won't be able to save a life, sometimes there will be limited amounts of things I can do.
I will go home, hug my children tighter and cry, because I care.
Occasionally I will be shouted at, blamed for events through no fault my own, the joys of having to consent a parent for a medical examination for child protection cases, but it has to be done.
During my career, I have had Oxygen cylinders thrown at me by a psychotic patient who was scared, have an attempted strangulation by a withdrawing alcoholic who had cancer, and hadn't confessed to his need for alcohol on admission, we could have prevented that. I have been verbally abused, watched verbal abuse, and seen members of the public try and attack a colleague with scissors. I have had to treat convicted criminals including murderers and paedophiles in the same way as any other and ensure I was treating them equally, sometimes thats hard. I have seen births and deaths.
I have to see the DM headlines.
Make one significant mistake and my career, that I love could be over.
Now you have read above I want you to think. Next August, will I be worth just £7.00-£10.00 and hour? Should I pay childcare fees to look after my children at £10 an hour children whilst I try to help the sickest of yours, or should I stay at home? What would you do?
This is your NHS, ultimately its the weight of public opinion that will decide if we are worthy of a pay cut, as without you, we will get one. Some of us haven't got the luxury of moving to scotland, or wales, Aus or canada my Husbands job is here. But I have got to decide if it is worth me working.