Ds left school for gap year .
He is saving to travel a bit .
He has two jobs one sat am and one a zero contract hrs and is Eve shift s only . One shift a week is common .
I'm finding it hard that on my day off he is here most of the time !! I feel a bit clausterphobic ! He's a lovely young man who greeted me with enthusiasm on my retun from work y day ! It's just ive been used to some time i the house by myself and struggling to adjust . He will be out n about more when summer hols start for good .
Also I'm feeling hemmed in dc are 18 and 16 and don't want to come on Hol with us now but it doesn't feel right to leave 16 to d d yet . No family around .
So I'm feeling grounded and surounded !!!! And a trifle grumpy .
Feel I'm b u and Wd appriciAte soothing words of wisdom !