Margo - that is TERRIFYING about scrapping plans for access to work for disabled people.
I cried on Friday morning because I am so tired and so scared.
One week ago I had triple surgery to my leg to aid my mobility.
If it is successful in 3 months I will need it done to my other leg.
I was diagnosed in 2013, put on the surgery list in May 2014, taken off the list (without my knowledge or consent) and then just got my Op in May 2015. During this time my ESA was stopped as I had gone past the 12 limit for contributions based payment (I was not considered ill enough for the permanent benefit despite my Consultant writing to say that I could not work in any capacity. My paperwork was 'lost' and my appeal date passed before I could fight it). My loss of ESA was nearly £400 per month. I have been selling items to buy food and pay the childrens school lunch/trip/uniform money. (I don't qualify for 'freebies' as my H earns £23K per year).
One of the reasons I was not on top of my paperwork was that I have a child with Specific Learning issues and who is on the spectrum. Receiving NO help and being bullied. Hence more paperwork as I fight the LA for help for child. Added to that I live with a partner I am realising I need to separate from due to his emotional abuse of me.
I would like to start my own small business from home one day after all my surgery is done and I am well enough. I have just been informed that, due to 'cuts' I may not get surgery for my other leg anyway, so working outwith the house, in a rural area with almost no transport, would be tricky).
In the last two years, I have lost my ESA completely.
I would not qualify for LegalAid to leave my H unless I can prove abuse.
My local CAB has reduced its hours.
The legal education service has stopped its direct help for parents.
The education advice charity is not taking on new clients.
And I am using my 'running away' fund (a few hundred quid) to feed my children.
'Boo hoo' for me - no, such is life, and always has been - there are lots like me and many worse off so I try no to feel too sorry for myself, but it is down to a combination of unlucky (health wise) and unforeseeable (marriage wise) circs that I find myself here, at nearly 50, not due to a lack of moral backbone.