When I returned to work after second mat leave there was a voluntary redundancy round aimed at my grade. I thought it seemed like perfect timing and applied, thinking it would be nice to be paid to stay at home with my two little'uns and would facilitate school runs, and I was exhausted commuting and working full time plus nursery runs etc My boss scored me highly and I spent a month or so assuming that it was a done deal, but they turned me down with no explanation other than that directors had been able to push for who they wanted to get it. I was shocked and disappointed and immediately filed a statutory flexible working request as it just wasn't sustainable full time long term.
It is now six weeks later, this afternoon I get an email put of the blue asking me to sign a commitment to leave letter! No explanation. Nothing has been done about my part time request in the interim, so aibu to think they don't want a part timer and they have now pushed for me to get it to deal with the flexible working request?
The thing is, I'm now on the fence about taking it! I had come round to the idea of part time being the perfect work life balance, and have since applied for a pre-school with good after school club, and felt like I had my ducks in a row until this blew them out of the water!
My concerns are whether I will be bored at home with no mental stimulation, whether I will then find it hard to get a job once they are in school, and whether I will actually be better off in the long term if I do take the money. At the same time, if I stay part time, after childcare and commuting costs it will take 2/3 years before I would earn the amount I could get tax free now! Help, anyone?