So a couple of weeks ago things reached boiling point and I self harmed badly. I went down to the health centre the next day to see if they could stick me back together but they decided that A&E was the best place for me.
Whilst waiting for the ambulance, two nurses stayed with me, holding my hand and stroking my back as I cried (I never cry...). There were more and more patients queuing up at reception but they stayed with me until the ambulance arrived. They also made me an appointment with the doctor for the next morning.
A&E was not good, lots of judgement and not a good experience.
The next day I went back to see them and have been going daily ever since to have it dressed. They have bent over backwards to support me and have made me feel (for the first time) that I have somewhere to go if I feel that I need to cut myself. They managed to get me an emergency psych appointment and have gone out of their way to welcome me and make me feel safe without ever judging me or scolding me.
So this is just a general THANK YOU to all the nurses out there whose compassion and lack of judgement mean the world to us.